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everyone has changed so much. [10 Jan 2008|07:58am] [ music | damien rice, cannonball ] it's crazy how much things have changed in these past couple of years. i never thought i'd be where i am now. i never even thought i'd get out of yelm. but here i am, in sammamish, being a mom. or learning to be one. i guess as much as you hear the cliches' and old quotes about how "change is inevitable"... we still don't realize how much things have and will keep on changing for better, or worse. i'd like to think things are better for everyone. hope so. :] 1 comment|post comment

lather, rinse, & repeat. [19 Oct 2007|02:34am] It's amazing how much better you feel when you take extra time washing your hair. Makes me feel new, bright & shiny almost. & so it is, like you said it would be. life goes easy on me. most, of the time. post comment

i'm having a baby mid-march. [10 Oct 2007|11:58pm] I’ve learned not to despise this sentiment. Complacency invokes atrophy’s embrace. & so what if i can’t leave this room, that never stopped us before.. so we think it's a boy, and i'm naming him brayden mana-iakona. mana and iakona are both hawaiian for strength and strong-will. bartender i've really did it this time, broke my parole to have a good time. post comment

agh. [07 May 2007|10:50pm] bum-chicka-bum-bum. post comment

highclimber pride? [22 Mar 2007|04:24pm] graduation is coming up... where has all that time gone? crazyness. dont really know what to write. life is good. that's about it. post comment

... [19 Feb 2007|07:14pm] 2.5 billion times my heart will pulse before I reach 75 years......and what does it mean? If I love harder and cry more....and rifle past the small parts and linger on the vast qualities of rich emotional minutia.......and smile furiously and tell more people i love them.......and love more people.....and wink twice as much................. or love no one and despair the world with a sanguine smile drenched in a thousand lonely tears.......snarl at the ones who love me and feel no remorse for deeds done ill........ would it change? If I felt everything more passionately could I make it to 5 billion beats; if I died tomorrow would it have been 2 billion just for the sake and weight of my desire? So I'll fall asleep listening. The rain and my heart. Dripping and draining. Expelling and falling. And wouldn't it be swell to think so......that it could change for the sake of feeling, for trying.....and make a difference to know. It's just that everybody wants more at the back end.....even if it's just a few, a few more lasts.............. moments, tears, kicks, feels, winks, wakes, fucks, brute kisses, orange crushes, fat lips and maybe just one last crystal heartbeat to drag on frozen, for hours and hours... drifting in forever. post comment

moved to shelton [22 Jan 2007|12:37am] things are crazy. -moved to shelton with my best friend and my boyfriend. -not dating matt wilson anymore (he's a douchebag). -dating robbie reed. -working -finishing out my senior year at shelton high school life moves so fast sometimes. remember that at any given time there are a million things you can love to make up for the love that isn't given to you. 2 comments|post comment

[09 Dec 2006|06:13am] dude. people are hectic. i just wanna chill. and people are gettin crazy. attempted to chill with deej and logan, didnt have either numbers. so i called holmes and went to tristans... and talked to drunk dave (always good), had a couple deep convos. and decided i didnt like people anymore. so i attempted to go home and sleep. but then i had to save some friends from a bad shroom trip. man oh man. hectic. post comment

Bellevue is for suckers... [06 Dec 2006|04:33am] I really just wanna go home and have a sleepover with Deej and Logan and then go hangout with brandon and coro and be happy again. Bellevue is bullshit. I hate it here. And I miss Kendra. Man Oh Man. Not having your best friend really sucks. 8 comments|post comment

my yard is covered in snow. [28 Nov 2006|01:09am] I just made a snow-rooster. Justin put a snow-penis on it. Talk about good ol family fun. And then we had a snowfight. Tophers ear got packed with snow. Then we went inside. post comment

shitty deal [09 Nov 2006|04:11am] my property is flooding. i might have to have everything that's on the property rebuilt. i hope not. 26 acres down the drain. post comment

moved [03 Nov 2006|05:24pm] i live on hobson towards clearwood now. post comment

[25 Oct 2006|09:57pm] im out of my mind i do believe. what the shit? post comment

[23 Oct 2006|04:30pm] Good weekend. Good monday. No more work. Who knows whats going on with living situation. I dunno what Aly wants me to do. But whatever. This warrant is crampin my style yo! post comment

hey tc! remember that one time when we... oh shit! i forgot! hella!!!!!! ahahaaa [20 Oct 2006|01:12am] i love sitting around with friends doing nothing but laughing and remembering. Stones taught me to fly. Love taught me to lie. Life taught me to die. So it's not hard to fall, When you float like a cannonball. 2 comments|post comment

[20 Oct 2006|01:11am] No longer working for Alyshas mom. I'm releived. Hopefully I'll be with my family soon. I miss them. post comment

[19 Oct 2006|03:59pm] A Compliment, A Not-So-Ackward Silence, & "I Love You" Scribbled On a Sticky Note And Placed in Some Random Hiding Spot... Those are the best things about us this morning. post comment

[19 Oct 2006|12:00am] Love. post comment

[09 Oct 2006|10:13am] this wekend was... good. for once i can really say the whole entire weekend was really truely good. friday- went to rhs's football game. they won. big time. went to ant millers with robbie and hung out. then left with rob to jennifers and ashlees. we were too sober for them and their action. so we went home. saturday- went to jens, chilled, got aly ready for homecoming. rollin rollin rollin went to ant millers until time to get aly rollin rollin rollin 3:30-9 = sleep rollin rollin rollin some more "im the juggernaut bitch!" "fuck yeah you are... you're on acidddd!!!" never thought i'd come this far and survive. sunday- urghhhh blah lazyness all day. then cuddlin with the lover til bedtime. are we really bad kids? it's odd to see these kids that do so many things differently than us... and to realize that these differences are what make them good and us bad. i understand. i do. i just dont like the feeling of not being like we are. we've made a comforatable place here.... i dont ever wanna leave. post comment

who wants to chill this weekend? 458 9751 if you do. [06 Oct 2006|11:58am] You say Black, I say White. You say bark, I say bite. You say shark, I say HEY MAN!!! Jaws was never my scene and I don't like star wars.... You say rolls, I say Royce. You say GOD! gimme a choice! You say lord, I say christ I don't believe in peter pan, frankenstein or superman... all i wanna do is, biclycle, bicycle. You say coke, I say caine. You say John, I say Wayne. Hot dog, I say cool it man. All I wanna do is... BICYCLE.... BICYCLE! post comment

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